Not Going To Lie I'm Looking Forward To Irene Destroying Half Of New York

I know this makes me a bad person. I imagine that people addicted to gambling hate the fact that they love gambling, but they just can't help but to enjoy it. That's how I feel about natural disasters. Should I feel bad? Absolutely positively yes! Do I? Absolutely positively not.
Why:
Disaster videos are kick ass and I can pretend they don't effect me because no one that I love or care about happens to be in them.
Tsunami videos? Awesome
Tornado videos? Awesome
9/11 videos? Awesome Horrible, but cool if you think it as a shitty Michael Bay scene

Like I said, I'm not proud of myself yearning for destruction. I can't help it.